Wow.
I really outdid myself - on keeping up with this blog!
SO much has happened in the past few months.
2013/2014 turned out to be challenging year for us. In fact, it became one of the most challenging phase for me. It still is. I still do feel like I'm walking on ice.
Worst is Papa's passing.
He passed on Feb 13th 2014.
Now that it's almost a year passing, I still do feel numb. Looking back, I had secretly prepared myself for this. I knew he won't last forever. And I still have a lot to prove to him. Still do.
We are now residing in the land down under.
Life is okay. There are hard times for sure. Dreams do come true but of course at a price. I am currently working on another dream. It is about to come true *crossfingers*
Mia is such a big girl now. She's not sick as often now that we're here. I suspect there's something to do about the air as well. Or maybe her body has adapted and overcame all nasty bugs. Either way, I'm happy that she's a lot better now. Starting school too! Year One! Can you believe it? She's turning six soon.
Now that we had just passed Papa's birthday, I am not looking forward to February. My mind keeps on going back to thoughts of him. And missing him miserably. It never gets easier. I'm just getting used to the ache and letting days go by. Funnily, sometimes, I feel it's okay. It's about time he has his rest. I'm not afraid to die. I know he'll be there waiting for me. ..
