Can't sleep.
Perhaps knowing that it'll not be the way that is dreamed of all these while. There won't be 'the' celebration. It'll be more of 'her' event.
At times, I don't think I can handle the pressure.
Yes, I am afraid of commitment.
What if we fall out. What if he can't stand living with me. What if I can't stand living with him. What if suddenly he wakes up and realizes this is not how he wants his life to be. What if I experience a change of heart. What if I can't trust myself.
Yes, I am playing the 'what if' game.
Maybe it's not just that.
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