This entry is to clarify (after much thought and pondering), that referring to "A Sucker" entry, what I meant by "afraid of losing him" was not meant by us breaking up nor by divorce.
But "losing him" as in who he is, what he is and how he is right now to me.
*This, baby is my biggest fear of all*
I guess I got this from hearing far too many stories about husbands not turning out to be who they were before they got married. The nearer the Day comes, the more I hear about it. It just freaks me out. Perhaps, by the end of it all, it falls down to "rezeki". And all we can do about it right now is "tawakal" and hope that everything will fall to place.
i hate uncertainties
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